MY DEAREST FRIENDS

First of all, I would like to apologize for such a long break without any signs of existence. I feel really bad that I left you all so sudden but a lot happened in my life past this year, really really a lot.
As you know back in August I had to find a job in order to help both of my parents who were after surgeries. I can happily guarantee that both my mother and father feel better now since they could take the rehab while I've been handling all things at home. I have also a job and when I finish my work I am usually too exhausted to do anything else, that is why I haven't drawn any picture for myself or commission since last year.
I am not only a T-shirt pattern designer but I am working on web elements and even preparing a concept art of various items and gadgets like patches or even knives.
Those are a lot of responsibilities.
There were many moments when I felt very depressed as an artist because I miss drawing so much, I miss colors, I miss fandom art.

And... this is the moment where I want to apologize you again.
I want to apologize for the fact that I simply don't know when I will be able to draw freely again. For sure I will be posting some updates here on DA from time to time, since I don't want to be forgotten by some really great people I met here, and I want still to accomplish the commissions that are waiting for those who ordered them long long time ago, however since I can't promise when I will be able to do this so I will probably start refunding you all. I will be contacting those of you who are still waiting and asking if you still are eager to wait for your commission or would you like to get a refund.

But...
There were also some good things that happened. 
I can tell you all with all pride that I will be an uncle. I will have a niece and I will try to place a spark of love for art in her soul.
This is also why I am so busy now since all my family is helping my sister to prepare for everything since it is only a month left until the birth day. 
Adding a driving licence learning session I am attending to, you can tell that my life became very busy.

Anyway...!
I want to be back, I need to be back. I don't want all of my passion and love for drawing to simply disappear.
All I can promise to myself and you all is that I will use every single free minute to come back as an artist and complete everything I still have here left.
I won't be reopening commissions, that is for sure. I mentioned it in my last entrance and sadly I really can't reopen it because it would literally kill me or leave in a hospital if I try to combine work with commissions. After I accomplish all remaining commissions, I will be drawing just for fun since I can forgive myself better if I take too long drawing for myself rather than leaving you all without your requests again.

I want to say once again that it took me very long to prepare what I wanted to tell you since I feel the guilt but I missed you guys so much and decided to finally come back to you.

Always your friend
Ruhisu.

**Here's a small but important update.**

SInce August 1 I am officially working as a T-shirt pattern designer.

It it a full time 8 hours per day work of drawing so I am free only at the weekends.

Just wanted to let you know guys since I needed to slow down a bit because of my work but commissions are developing in my free time.

Best Regards

Ruhisu.

Due to totally reworking my system, commissions are temporarily closed.
I want to let the free time I will finally get after June 14 to accomplish all commissions which still remain, therefore I am closing commissions but not forever.
The future of my system will introduce not 20 but only 5 slots because I agree that I have taken way too much on my back and a lot of people are waiting already. That's why I want to use that time for you guys. Also 5 slots will make things faster.
Right now I am accomplishing commission for: and for Twisted Cyclone later on.

I would like to give all my current customers a repay gift since I know you guys are very patient but you still deserve this.

This voucher allows every customer who requested a commission and is in the chart to get one commission from my offer, TOTALLY FOR FREE.

Aurelleah and Silas-Shield Wing. Feel free to use this voucher as well.

!REMEMBER!
This voucher is not obligatory, I am not forcing it into you (it's your decision if you feel in need of such repay) so if there are any doubts or questions regarding this subject, please write me a note.

For more information you can write me a DA NOTE. I still have the chart so I will publish names of people who should receive a complete picture and if somehow I forgot to mention anybody, please inform me ok? I'm just a human.

BEST REGARDS.
Ruhisu

Due to totally reworking my system, commissions are temporarily closed.
I want to let the free time I will finally get after June 14 to accomplish all commissions which still remain, therefore I am closing commissions but not forever.

The future of my system will introduce not 20 but only 5 slots because I agree that I have taken way too much on my back and a lot of people are waiting already. That's why I want to use that time for you guys. Also 5 slots will make things faster.

For more information you can write me a DA NOTE. I still have the chart so I will publish names of people who should receive a complete picture and if somehow I forgot to mention anybody, please inform me ok? I'm just a human.

I would like to update the situation featuring admin of the Stable Ponies: Fallout Equestria facebook group.
We are currently exchanging arguments and thoughts and since I love this fandom so much, I am not in favour in pushing this "conflict" further if there is a chance to settle this in a peaceful way.

I am trying to understand this person as admin, who had his hands tied due to the strange facebook system which I just don't understand. If anybody could explain the issue to me, I would be very grateful.

I am still disappointed but for the situation which only happened in comments under the post on the group.

In future, if you as my customers feel somehow uncomfortable or confused by the commissions delay, please write me a note, remind me etc. I have my own private life problems so I may just forget, postpone the project for other time, but I am always trying to inform you as best as I can.

I can tell how much the break will last. Maybe month on even until September. I really want to use this time ti finally say to myself at the end "YEP, THAT's EVERYBODY"

Stay tuned

ACCOMPLISHED PROJECTS: XTorbenX
WIP PROJECTS: Deimhal/Zyphie/Aurelleah/SilasShield-Wing/ Bronies of Las Vegas
NEXT: XangelMusic

Sitrep 1.

Since the queue is full, there are 0 vacant slots and I am not taking any new requests unless I clear the chart. I will also probably change the amount of slots once the current queue will be cleared, from 20 to 10 since I see it already that such huge amount makes many of my customers to wait for very long. I want to maintain our friendly relationship, that is why I will do those changes and I'm sure they will be very beneficial for all of us.

Sitrep 2.

You all may have observed that I am working slower than usual, that is why you deserve an elucidation of the situation.
I am having a lot of private life responsibilities since October 2016 and they are really exhausting, therefore I am many times too tired to work and trying to use every each free moment to draw. I didn't want to involve you into my private life but you need to be informed. My mother just lost her job and I am doing anything to help her restore herself and find a new job. I'm trying to help her by part time job which is exhausting and commissions but sometimes I'm just too tired, that's why I had to slow down my pace a bit to avoid being hospitalized because of over-exhaustion. The commissions are coming what you can observe because I'm uploading them recently so I just want to let you all know that I did not forget about anybody. 
Luckily, some of my most exhausting responsibilities ends in June - June 15th to be exact and I will have much more time to draw until it all starts again in the end of October, so commissions will be published a lot faster than they are now:
Commissions that will be published this month and beginning of June: , , ,
Commissions scheduled for June: XangelMusic, Twisted Cyclone, Danimalhusky, Lil'Cinnamon, JerichoIV
This schedule may be changed because like I mentioned it before, I will have much more time in June so I may accomplish even more projects per one month.
I would like to thank you once again for patience and I hope that thanks to explaining the situation, I made everything more clear.

In case of any doubts, feel free to write me a note.
Stay tuned everybody.

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